[fiona apple’s hot knife] [jennifer’s body] [I can’t explain the state that i’m in, the state of my heart, he was my best friend] [the goldfinch] [gay yearning] [taylor swift’s lover] [mortifying ordeal of being known] [fleabag] [the algorithm on the wall at kirkland] [bill hader] [dead poets society] [fuck me pumps] [kate bush’s running up that hill]