nds pressured them into it (bro no is a word ? also our friends didn't want us to be together in the first place...) and then lead me on bc of "people pleasing" ?) Update: they hate me now (they also suck ass) ? UPDATE: NEW MANS :DDD update: broked up with him...... update: baisically, became friends with ex #1 again, it was chill, turns out theyre lithoromantic so they DID like me, they ended up becoming super distant and then blocking me bc (i had to ask a friend to ask them why help) they didnt wanna be friends anymore and apparently i did bad things to them? anyways ? update: they apologized, typed a big paragraph, said theyre glad / proud of me for getting better / getting through my trauma and said they didnt expect a response or forgiveness but i gave them both ? my biggest fear is this crashing and burning again..... Update: GHDGCHDGCD GOT A NEW GF AS OF 11/17!!! SHES SO PRETTY AND COOL AND SHES IN MY LATIN ARGGHGDEIDEDIUWIXUSHUSHHXS certain alters still single though !! Update: Friendship with ex #1 did indeed crash and burn again...! Update: ....ex #1 friends ish again....!!! Update: no more gf.....