you're genuinely a good person, but you've made mistakes that you still feel constant guilt over. you don't know if you ever can be good again, or if you ever were to begin with. i promise you are. you've severed connections with loved ones in the past either due to stupid mistakes or due to pushing them away out of fear, and you regret it now. you have attachment issues, not that you would ever let anybody know that. you're so lonely all the time, no matter who you're around. you feel as though the world is spinning while you are stuck in place. i promise that somebody does care, and that you will find people one day who don't make you feel so alone.
