If you were a god, a jaded god you would be. You are an ancient soul, tired & worn out. Your followers look to you for comfort & relief. So you offer them rest you cannot seem to get yourself. Your followers fear your power & your wrath, you are a force of nature after all, nothing can truly stop you once you’ve made up your mind. Now as stubborn & clever as you are, remember not everything is black & white. How things are now, they will not always be (for better or worse)