You have to deal with a lot more than you signed up for. You carry a lot of responsibility, and because of your kind heart, you refuse to share the burden. People care and worry about you, but you don't want them to, so you often try to appear strong and capable. While you are both of those things, you need to acknowledge that everyone needs rest. You are diligent and smart, but also caring and open-minded. You are self-sacrificing to the point of isolating yourself, because you don't want anyone to see you suffer. This makes for a brutal cycle, where people who care about you struggle to get close. However, those who don't know you simply see you as nice and polite, with a strong sense of self. You take pride in this image you put out for the world, but neglect your health in the process. Let people take care of you for once, and take some time for your passions, since you tend to neglect those as to not waste time.