no don't leave this is actually really nice! its just, you know that for most pantheistic religions a ton of the gods are just like, gods of local places. they're not all big guys with thunderbolts doing war. And isn't it nicer? to be connected to a people and a place rahter than some ephemeral concept? you must be a person who people look up to, who they connect to, they must see a bit of home when they look at you. to be the spirit of a community and a place i think is an enviable thing