you have come to find peace within yourself and the world around you because someone changed you for the better. maybe a family member, a partner, or a friend. and you're intensely grateful for that. although you have a very rough and traumatizing past, you've learned to overcome it. which is really astonishing. you prefer tor keep to yourself but you are not afraid to live a little around those who are closest to you. you still don't quite know who you are, but you're making progress along the way. i'm so proud of you.