There's been some rough patches in your life, frankly, it's gotten a bit messy sometimes, but you're making your way through it. The road is long though, with many paths and dead ends - it'll be frighten you, get you down, but you'll ascend eventually. Why? Because you're you at the end of the day, no matter what happens. Your creativity is a blessing though it may sometimes feel like a curse, but you'd be lost without it. Just remember that there's people out there that care about you and you'll find the right path, will find the light within the darkness. Beyond all that, invest in some elbow patches.